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Friday, 03 September 2010

  • chasing crazies


    All great ideas were once thought of as crazy once upon a time, yes? For example, the first person to state the theory that the Earth was round instead of flat probably got laughed out of his career, shunned by his friends, and ridiculed by many. But turns out, he was right, wasnt he? Another great example, the Wright brothers. When they first thought of the idea of people flying, they were more than ridiculed, there was even an anti-Wright brothers stance, the local newspapers made a joke out of the both of them, but now their names are written down in history for creating the foundation of what is now one of the world's greatest inventions.

    As to capabilities, what does that matter? Screw what society tells you, that you're too young, you're too insignificant to make a difference in this world, look at Albert Einstein, he had an attitudinal problem, was frequently absent from lectures, to the extent after his graduation, when he applied for work at the university he graduated from, he was declined. Who would've thought this rebellious teenager would grow up to be the brightest mind the world has ever known, as well as contribute so much to the world of Physics? Similarly, Alexander Graham Bell, he received formal education for only 4 years of his life, stopping at the age of 15, invented the telephone? Helen Keller, deaf, blind, political activist, American author and a lecturer. That just shows that we don't have limits, our limitations are set by ourselves, if we let people around us who scorn and poke jokes, to let them bring us down, we cannot go far. I believe the only difference between these people, and the rest of us, is their determination to prove everyone else wrong, to go against all odds and not limit themselves. They fought for what they believed in, after a million failures, they still managed to get to a million and one, and thats the one that made all the difference, thats the one that goes down in history.

    So, now, after all these, tell me, why is it impossible for someone as insignificant, and as clueless as me, to strive and work for something she had a dream about? Seemingly impossible feats have been achieved, and I'm going to try, cause if I don't, I'll never know the extent of my capabilities. If any of the above historical figures gave up when the world turned their noses at them, we'd be deprived of the technological advancement we now enjoy today. So, tell me, why can't I?

Wednesday, 01 September 2010

  • 'P' stands for ------.

     

    my stomach hurts like a motherfucker. i went to the gym yesterday, and did a fitness test. which, killed me. its painful to laugh, its painful to sit upright without leaning on anything, its basically painful whenever my tummy muscles are involved in doing anything! all i did was do some step up step down thing for 3 minutes, then did push-ups, till i died granted, but i managed like what, 25? (no not pussy half push ups like what i normally do, this is kiss the ground kind of push ups mind you) and sit ups, 39 i think? within 1 minute. yesterday i didnt feel it, heck i could even run the threadmill for 20 minutes after and not die, i only died this morning when i woke up.


    oh, and the report for my fitness, im healthier than jon! (stating the obvious LOL) but no, i mean, he has worked out tons more before, like, vigorous training 4 days a week or so? he even had pecs once (no shit) so i assumed he was overall, fitter than me (fat and fit is different okay, im talking about stamina and muscle strength etc etc) especially when you compare i did NOTHING my whole life. then after the fitness test, i was rather good for a girl, stamina was very shit, but thats a given i never had any stamina, but strength-wise i was A-okay! =D the boyfriend, however, was classified as obese. heh <3

    i've got a big idea, probably waaay too big for a kid like me to execute, so debating to discard the idea, or to call in help, risking looking like a fool, or probably making it big. hm..

    other than that, nothing much.

    the boyfriend made a schedule for us to follow (pfft.) on our fitness regime. gym, minimum thrice a week, every saturday will be alternated between swimming and basketball (yes he is going to drag me to swim with him, which i cant to save my life, and to play basketball, which also, i cant to save my life.) and we are going back to cheer (cause he loves me enough to teman me!). he's aiming to regain his pecs which he apparently once had, and i have yet to see, and im aiming for Jessica Alba abs =D which i bet after the first week, we wont be doing la yeah. hey, even the first day i jogged more than him, so fat hope to achieve those goals. PLUS, last night right before sleeping he made us indomee. mmm, full of yummy fatness... =)

    i've switched over to the dark side (or to be lame, to the yellow side), cause i now am using Digi, sub-line under Jon, which means save damn a lot for me cause calls and smses between us are FREE =D which result in me calling him just to talk gibberish, when he after work driving to pick me up, etc. CHINESE MAH! FREE MEANS USE!! (omg i remember once, my birthday, or hers, i dont remember, or maybe both, the bestfriend and i left the phone on call even though we werent saying anything, even though we were next to each other in freaking tuition, so that sums up how chinese we are.)

    anyways i best go now, bigboss is giving me the cockstare, before i get chucked a hell load more work, guess i gota start looking busy with something other than personal stuff, so taa!

    footnote:
    *SMS*
    "daddy im going to call you later using my office number so pick up yeah if you see 03-XX XX XX X"
    "do you have my office number..? its 03-XX XX XX X"
    WAH DADDY GOT OFFICE NUMBER! THATS NEW! haha!

    **something i want to add, i'd just like to point out, we were all right when we thought that the Malaysian Education System is NOT an accurate gauge of how smart a person is / how good they are at something;

    Girl who had B3 for BM;
    huh? what is terung? terung is BURUNG is it???
    whats merepek???
    okay la, B3 girl (eventhough i was DAMN insulted she got the same grades as me in BM).

    Guy who had A1 for BM;
    what is terung? havent heard of the word before la!A
    merepek is like mumbling right? i only know kerepek...

    WTF. Malaysians ah! i damn insulted lor!

Wednesday, 25 August 2010

  • arent i just the bees knees.

    *radio*
    and now, for the Hitz.fm news traffic report.......

    *picks up phone, dials*
    baby, are you on your way home yet?
    no, having dinner first, why ah?
    oh, cause i just heard on the radio, theres a bushfire near Subang SJMC there, along the Federal Highway, so traffic now from Subang is backed up all the way to Kuan Cheng school, in KL, so dont go back yet yeah.
    WHAT?! SJMC ON FIRE?!

    -____-
    he clearly doesnt listen to me. heh. anyways, arent i the sweetest thang giving him traffic updates.

    anyways a great great idea struck me. since renting out in Malaysia proves to be either waaay too expensive, or waaay to retardedly dirty and/or dodgy, i decided that i can re-make my room into something more livable. if i remember to, i'd document it, like Hoarders, and make that little store room into an awesome pawsome fit for a princess like me room =) rough ideas would include;
    1. A Flat Screen TV
    and mummy said she'd connect my Astro with hers, and since we're both addicted to E!, it wont be a problem.
    2. A New Aircond
    well, maybe. if i cant fix the old one, or just plain dont want to lol i'll get myself a new one, with at least 1.5 horsepower, depending on the price.
    3. A Mini Fridge
    well, cause, my fat stupid uncle keeps stealing all my stuff in the fridge, so i want my own where my chocolates and cakes wont be mising when morning rolls around.
    4. when my uncle dies (hopefully soon) ROOM EXPANSION!
    i can knock down the wall in between, and make his room mine (after airing it out a couple of months, the smelly bugger) so i can have like a mini living room / lepak area right in my own room!
    cool plans huh so far? lol then again, grand plans, for someone who makes a mere RMXXX a month, so we shall see.

    but then again, advantages of staying at home, i get to save a lot of money, make

Monday, 23 August 2010

  • rants of a sleep-deprived kid.
     

    okay, no point post, its just been ages since i updated, and im in a dire need of something to do just so i wont snooze at the freaking desk. never knew trying not to fall asleep could be so much work. heh.

    just wanted to post this;
    earlier, like half an hour ago, i had the horrible-est vision ever. know how at work, since i work with people waaay older than me, i call them by mr or ms or mrs? like lets say my boss is mr long kang kung (made up name. cute, no? hee. i predict my future babies are going to hate me if i ever named them...) and i call him mr long instead of all the other colleagues who call him kang kung. and i suddenly pictured, omg, what if one day little kids are going to come up to me and call me ms esther or ms chow or something?! feel super old can! so from now on, till even when im freaking 90, im going to smack whoever who calls me ms something or mrs something. (can so tell that im going to hit depression when my 30th birthday rolls along. heck, 20th also say want to prepare funeral fund de -_-)

    anyways speaking of growing old, im told that my 21st, i'd have to plan it by myself? like a tradition thing (?) so i was thinking, 21st is pretty special, but how the hell is it special if i cant spend it with people who are special to me, right? so, im hoping to spend my 21st with the bestie Foong Wing Hang, the boyf Jonathan Looi Tek-Wye, Angeline Tan Wei Yin, Polyanne Ng Wei Wern, and a Mr Tan Kar Kiat. which btw, all are scattered across the bloody world (okay no so much world as the other side of Malaysia, and all around Australia la hee.) so me thinks, a short weekend trip to Sarawak to visit my dear cave-woman residing there before the actual date of my birthday, then coming back to celebrate THE day with mummy, and Boyfriend, then hop on a plane to Perth to visit Berns, KarKiat, everyone there la, Then on to Adelaide for BestFriend time, then to Canberra for Angeline, to Sydney and Melbourne for SHOPPING! =D hee. grand dreams eyh? but hopefully, at the very least, i can go over and see them la, its been ages, and i miss them to bits =( anyone wants to start the "i-love-esther-so-much-i-want-her-to-come-visit-me-in-australia/sarawak" fund?? =D

    another question about my damn education (sorry im jumping from one thing to another, i keep getting distracted with work from Mr Boss Man (aka Mr Long Kang Kung) so my thoughts are a bit all over the place la.) me thinks im gona sit down and think about what i want to be in the future la, cause im throwing my plans of being a housewife out the window for a moment, i'll be a working mummy =) businesswoman maybe? heh. coming from the girl who cowers when faced with challenges. so ass down for a bit and brainstorm, what will esther be when she's older..? i want to earn the $$, screw depending on men for $$, i want my luxuries, im working on getting them myself. though i wont say no if he buys me the occasional diamonds / car / house =D i am still a girl after all.

    guess i'd better go now though, Mr Boss Man delegating all the crap in the world to be done to me, maybe its his subtle way of getting me off this blog heh. till next time people.!

    ps - found out one of my worst ever pet-peeves. people who have really bad english. worse off? people who have really bad english that tries to use big-ass bombastic words, which basically comes off super fake, and damn doesnt make sense. the worst ever? people who have bad english, and corrects me because they think their English is better, but in actual fact, their English can suck cock(it isnt "repair charges for xxx, its BEING repair charges for xxx, because, well, it is being repaired by us.). oh and also, people who look at me like im stupid because i dont understand their instructions. um i didnt understand your english, not your instructions, so please stop looking at me like im incompetent thank you.

Thursday, 24 June 2010

  • lesson learnt;
    the more hyped up you get about something, the higher chances of you getting disappointed.

    wouldnt say it was a disaster, but im saying, it couldve gone better.

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