monkey business

been ages since i blogged, eyh? sorry havent been around my laptop that often, been busy enjoying my holidays =) which means waking up waaay past noon lol aah this is the life.

less than a month before i head back, a tee bit mixed feelings. on one hand, things have been a little unbearable, not only with mummy, although she's the biggest cause, but other things as well, so im actually a bit looking forward to running on home to a place i actually own, instead of either suffering to death or freeloading. but i would miss the fact that there are people here i can go to anytime that i need someone, when im back in australia, the bestfriend is halfway across the country, and so is my other really close friend, not to mention leaving my boyfriend in a different country altogether. this time, its long ditancing + him busy with work + me not coming home for the holidays + him not coming over for a holiday. think i can hold up? a full year. i dont like the sound of it to be honest, so yeah.

me and the boyfriend have been having a lot of disagreements the past couple of days, and i do understand his point, its just that im stubborn, im rebellious, and i refuse to be told what i can do or cannot do, because if i perceive it as harmless i dont wan to not do it just because of my boyfriend not being okay with it. im still a kid okay with that issue, but yeah. its also very draining to want to go out, have fun, and then halfway through get worried because he threw a fit, and then after that run first thing to his place and comfort him.

okay i made him sound like a kid throwing a tantrum, well to make it clear, he isnt, okay? he's really reasonable, and he does talk to me and try to get my point, im just a spoilt brat that wants my way. yes i admit that. i do try to minimize that, i really try to listen to him, i just dont see the harm in what i do,

nevermind, scrap that.

i had an awesome day at genting yesterday, with Shane Durlik, Angeline Tan, and Kar Kiat. haha weird? i know. but things went great, since like i promised Kar Kiat years and years ago i'd be the first to take him up to genting (yes the ulu boy has never been up there) i finally fulfilled it, about 2 years overdue, but nontheless better late than never =) for the first time in my life, i sat on the space shot. and im not sure how many people have taken me to theme parks and all that before so few can actually really know what a pussy i am when it comes to all these, but these people managed to drag me to that death trap, thats quite an achievement! the fit that i was throwing, i think people found me rather amusing, or maybe, rather annoying. like i asked them to let me out and they refused, they shoved me in my seat and locked me in, and then sent us off. not cool! i was cursing all the way up, and the first sentence i screamed when it took off? i hate you karkiat. haha he was the one pressuring me crazy to sit. but was an experience la. when i came down the people were like good job! and clapped. i couldnt be arsed to feel embarrased at that point i was too busy shaking like a leaf.

so yes, im done, i conquered all the rides in genting, at least, the thrill worth sitting it rides, and possibly, all the scary ass rides in malaysia. off to gold coast next? heh we shall see =) one thing for sure, cannot go with karkiat he'd make me plummet to my death somehow.

its been a while since i played left 4 dead, i miss it =( someone teman me play?

since the bestfriend has been complaining, in conclusion, i've been a pig, mummys been a pain, and i officially rock for sitting solero shots! haha. good enough of an ending bestfriend? lovelove.